sweet

......hello! it's been a while. i wish i could tell you that i've got so much to update you on, but it's really just the same old thing. college applications are all done, so now i'm laying in wait to find out where i'll spend the next four years. what a tricky game. contrary to the weather we've been having, it is supposedly spring! i've told you before that spring is my prime time. i usually spend winter rotting away, and now it's my time to bloom! which is exciting. lots of good things these days! these nights are very gentle. i'm feeling very in the middle of everything, which is sweeter than i thought it would be. i went to san francisco! which was very sunny and beautiful. i took a bunch of videos on my dad's camera, and i swear i'll put those together into a little compilation one of these days. i have been writing some poetry lately. i don't think i'll share with you quite yet, but good things come to those who wait... :)

i'm continuing this post a couple days later. i feel busy these days. my mind tends to be racing. i think i am in a very thoughtful time in my life. i am deeeeeeep in thought these days. thinking about good things! it's all very good. i hope you would agree. i'm trying to connect with nature or something these days but it is so so cold. spring is supposed to be warm. today was nice. i saw two of my favorite people in the entire world who are visiting from their very adult lives in college, so that was naturally very sweet. so many things are sweet these days!!!!!!!!!

i don't really know what else to say. i think life has been very beautiful and very kind these past few weeks. and i hope many good things come in the future. i never was the most patient person, but some things seem worth the wait. i'd love to find out what they are. if i do, i'll let you know. i think a thousand flowers could bloom! i'll see you in the garden.

"it's a beautiful life

remember that too, for me" , "the grants" - lana del rey

-epic awesome cool girl who will wait